I keep seeing all of these couples and theyre all soooooo happy with eachother.
And I'm seriously like pissed that I can't find one boy thats worth my time. I'm so picky. but then again its like well I don't want to get screwed over or something.
I just want to meet a guy that has even so much as half a brain.
I want to find a person who can make me smile. someone whos honest and has straight teeth.



But every guy I know is a dumbass or thinks I'm crazy. But I am pretty crazy. And I think I just accepted that.


And I just realized how I have like no friends. Its like what I said before in one of my emo journal entrys "Rejecting phonecalls and hoping someone would be trying to reach me."

It's just like that.